I appeared in the healers once again.
“Back so soon”? The guy next to my bed asked.
“Actually, where am I”? I asked him, since he has been there the longest.
“You are in between, like when you sleep and awake, a place in between. This is in between alive and dead, you are not quite dead, but your ego is head over there at the land of the living, that’s why you are here. When the arm wavers heals you, you return to the other side”, he said.
The arm wavers came to me, but before he waved his arm, I asked, “Can you tell me what you are doing when you wave your arm in the air”?
“I am summoning your soul essence from the shimmering circles at the end and flow them into your body, that’s how I heal you”, he said.
He waved his arm again and touched me. I am back in the ICU. I had my blanket on, warmer, and then I wanted to know when I am going back to the normal ward. I looked for someone, but there was no one around. I wanted to know why I keep falling asleep, but I tell myself I need rest to heal, that’s good enough for me.
There comes a group of doctors, walking in, smiling, and one of them said, “How are you doing, Stephen”?
I really don’t know what to say. I actually tried to talk; my lips moved, but I could not hear any words coming out of my mouth. I just do my best to smile.
More tomorrow…