When I was in ICU for 3 days and 3 nights, there were a lot of ‘darkness’ moments. Through reflection by revisiting the ICU days, I begin to remember more and more of what was happening in the time at ICU. One interesting event, simplified was this:
- I fell into the darkness (sleep) in the ICU.
- I see in the darkness, a room, where there are many people on beds and on chairs. I am not sure where I am but the one next to me, told me, “you will forget all that you see now, just enjoy being here“. My curiosity got the best of me, I was observing around the room, this is what I saw.
There was 3 shimmering circles at the end of the room, people where walking into the circles base on the degree of ‘light’ from their body. When they go in, no one comes out, except the middle one, where people goes in and comes out. Those who comes out from the shimmring circle will walk up to someone on chair or on bed, will wave their arms in the air and then the touch the person. The touched will light up and fade away. What is going on? They killed them?
The empty chairs and bed will suddenly have someone appearing on it, very dim but can definitely see a figure, sitting or resting on the bed, like dim flame. The one who walks out from the middle shimmering circle will walk up to them and they will light up and fade away, leaving the bed empty.
There was a rectangular door way, light coming out of it and people walk out and they will walk straight towards one of the 3 shimmering circles at the other end of the room, like sheep, walking towards the circles and enter. While the beds, chairs withe the disappearing people after being touched by those who walked out of the middle circle waving their arms and touching them.
“I see you noticed it too”, the voice came over from the bed on the side.
“This is a waiting room, the arm wavers are the healers, they touch them and they return back to the other side. You can call this the ‘healers room’, this is where we get healed.
An arm waver came and touched me. I opened my eyes, groggy but I was back, awake in the ICU but this time, a doctor was poking my arm with needles and bleed everywhere. Then I fall back into the darkness, fall asleep and again, I am in the healers room.
“That’s quick, what did they do to you on the other side”? The guy in the next bed said.
“I don’t know, I was there and I am here”, I said.
“Arh, they screwed up, they killed your ego, and you are here, don’t worry, the arm wavers will heal you again”, he said.
Yep, one was walking towards me and wave his arm and touched me. I was back in ICU, cold and no one was around, I can feel the pain in my arm from the needle pushed into my arm with tubes connected to a bag of clear liquid….
Will continue to share what I remembered tomorrow.