The highest objective of life is to GO HOME, and all the other is to FEEL what you CHOOSE.
What you choose means happiness, laughter, knowledge, love, success, feelings, it can be anything, you choose, and you get to feel it, but in the end, through many lifetimes, you will GO HOME.
The thing with what you choose to feel is this: the more you feel, the lower your vibration capacity drops, which means you forget more and more of your highest objective in life times, and the deeper you go into the darkness.
You only remember why you are here when your vibration is high, compare to when your vibration is low, you forget more and more of why you are here.
By all means FEEL, all that you want, just remember to raise your vibration, otherwise the low vibration will make you sick, like running out of our battery, and the body no longer works!
Learn to RAISE your vibration every day, and you will remember more and more of your objective in life!